as I sit in the waiting room in the hospital and i pass by the infantry room the only thing in my mind is the family we were going to have our family….us…
She said never let go,but she cut off the hand i was holding too.now ill use my other hand and it”ll be permanent no matter where she goes no matter how many times she won’t text me, ill still be holding on even if she doesn’t notice..
every night as i go to bed i get this feeling wishing i could tell you the things i want to say to you that i still love you, i still care, I’m here waiting but just so afraid of your answer..dreaming that your answer would be the same way as i still feel towards you..
Do you still love me… do you still care or even miss me.. that’s what goes through my mind every time…
As i lay down each night i think about you and us and how the brightest light that came into my heart was you.it was the brightest light that i ever seen and will probably seen in my life. The day you texted me back for the first time in months i saw that light again, it was the brightest light to enter the home that you created.i wish I can see you and hold you in my arms again. take a minute and hug eachother and finish what we started. i hope whatever you need i pray that i am.I love you only person that can make me feel truly in love and beyond that word every single time i saw or as i text her in the nights endlessly. Your what i call my home in the nights and your what i will always wait for. ill continue writing about her because she’s the one that changed every thing about me inside and out and theirs so much more but ill write endlessly until our love story is complete..
